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book recommendation: My story by Dave Pelzer

2010-06-15T18:18:00.002+08:00

finally back after so long to post a entry..
sorry to Helen and Cheryl.. :D

im like reading this book for quite some time already…
Its damn touching..
i cried while reading this book..

its about how this author, Dave Pelzer was physically and mentally abused by his biological mother and how hard he fought to survived at a young age.
how his life completely changed after he was free from his mother clutched (sorry if its wrongly spelled) and how he adapted his new free life by learning through the hard way in foster homes…
well,
i will just type this in from the back cover of the book:

(taken from back cover of the book)
Dave Pelzer’s remarkable journey from a child who lived in terror of his unstable, violently unpredictable mother’s every move, to his emergence as an inspiration the world over is remarkable tale of survival and the triumph of the human spirit over adversity.

Dave Pelzer’s three volume of memoirs ---- A Child Called ‘It’, The Lost Boy and A Man Named Dave ---- brought this story of courage and triumph against all odds to the world, becoming global bestsellers. My Story brings these volumes together, following Dave from a childhood spent in fear, his tempestuous teenage years haunted by the spectre of his mother, through to his adulthood, and his great achievement of not only understanding and reconciling the story of his own life, but his dedication to helping others overcome similar adversity.

it is a remarkable story of courage and survival, already embraced by millions and destined to inspire millions more.

haha…
hopefully you guys go read it…
its damn touching, wonderful book.
Going Off.
God Bless,
--Esther LYF

Happy Birthday Hui Hui

2010-03-08T20:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI HUI!!
today is Hui Hui's birthday...
it was fun...
during CO went to class 3/9 to practice songs with the woodwind...
then went for my own sectional practice (erhu)...
okay..
so that's how everything goes..
run around like almost the whole school to look for Hui Hui
'cause when Ching Fang and I tried to trick her back to the classroom...

then she set off running around...
then we gave up and talk to Wanling..
haha...
then after the whole sectional practice end-ed..
Wanling ask-ed me to help her to stop Hui Hui from going out
of the classroom as Lina and Jolene was preparing her birthday cake...

so i tell Hui Hui that i need her to practice with me but end up
watching Ching Fang's art teacher give comment to Ching Fang's
art drawing....
urmmm..
actually is the pointalism...
then after a while Hui Hui and I start-ed to practice a song while
waiting Lina and Jolene to carry the cake in...
haha...

then when they finally came in,
we sang happy birthday songs and start-ed to play around with
the birthday cake's cream...
it was damn hilarious...
lucky i never kenna...
haha...

overall,
enjoy-ed myself...
very tired now...
nights and bye..
God Bless...
--XOXO

in school's MAC lab now.

2010-03-04T13:53:00.003+08:00

hey heys...
im now in school's MAC lab...
haha...
teacher don't even know i on blogger...
got to go..
God Bless..
--XOXO

yes... finally.. songs all in..

2010-03-02T18:42:00.002+08:00

okay...
so there isn't any special thing happened..
same routine for school except for the part where
my science (physics/chemistry) is cancell-ed...
haha...

so when reach-ed home,
went to buy my shampoo at the Sheng Siong...
never mind..
don't want to talk about it...

then watch-ed the TV,
then started to store some things in my phone...
haha...
so i now waiting for my parents to return home
from their work then we go have our dinner together...
haha..
bor-ed...
*sign*

anyways...
that's all for today..
say an early
nghts and bye...
God Bless...
--XOXO

Lost my ez card today

2010-03-01T21:54:00.006+08:00

Today as I was alight-ing from the 901 bus,
i dropped my ez card in the bus..
haha..
so unlucky of me..

then went school and try to call the customer service
line in between lessons,
and finally gave up and slept in science lessons..
don't understand why am I so tired today..

anyways,
during ftc, we got our class tee..
it isn't that nice nor that ugly..
its just quite plain..
not much of a design, not even numbers..
never mind..
at least its presentable..
and quite unique in the sense of that
net-like material at the end of the tee..

and so it look-ed like this:
front and back respectively...

so, after school ends,

went for CO and was super duper tired..
even my CO friends commented that I look-ed tired..
haha..

slack quite alot..
and I did practice..
haha..
then walk with wanling to vista park..
she borrow-ed me her ez card..
----thx lots!!

so when reach-ed the interchange,
i went straight for the lost and found counter and
ask-ed if they ever saw my ez card..
and they did see mine, and they return-ed it back to me..
haha..
so happy..

went back home and slack-ed all the way..
anyways..
am tired now..
can't believe there's still the rest of week to survive..
haha..

anyways,
nights and bye..
God bless..
--XOXO

links to one of the song i love-ed

2010-02-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

heys...
went for church service today...
its the combined service between the
Chinese Congreation and the English Congreation..
as i slept quite late last night so i was so tired...
anyways..
went to service and worship God..
it was interesting experience to have both congreation
worshipping God together...

then there this song that they sang at the end of service...

Here's the link:
trust me, this is nice..
enjoy..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I71XhjqoHvs

anyways..
went home after having lunch with my sis and dad..
slack-ed all the way..
way to go to me..

dread to go to school tomorrow..
*sign*
got to go..
nights and bye..
God Bless..
--XOXO

im BACK!!!

2010-02-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

heys...
im BACK!!!
miss-ed me?
haha...
change-ed a new blogskin!!!
nice right...
haha...

okay...
today have lots of fun in CO again...
PE in the morning was damn tiring...
have to run around then do 5 push-ups...
then i kept running like crazy...
haha...
but it was fun.. sort of...

anyways...
right after that we have Geography and we have
this damn bloody test paper to be finish-ed in like 25 min...
-----like "hello" !!! how can finish-ed when given such little time
lucky for us, our teacher explain-ed to us or
you can say is revise-ed with us...
but seriously, i simply don't understand a single -SHIT-
so anyhow do the paper lor... lucky don't need to hand-in...
haha..

after that we have this D&T test which i didn't even study for...
major ooops...
after do finish the test,
went for recess..
after that Chinese...
which got a chinese compo test...
which -SHIT- i forgot to bring that bloody dictionary..
but lucky for me, i don't really need one..
i wrote finish the whole paper then went for Chapel...

During Chapel, there's this pastor,
Pastor Davian, from my church,
came to share with us his personal history about how he know God...
as he was talking, he show-ed us his magic tricks...
it was freaking nice lor...
though i've seen his magic tricks before...
ha...
after Chapel is CO...
it was damn fun till like at the end
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anyways...
went home-ed and slack all the way till now...
and then the greatest part is that i need to wake up
damn early for tuition tomorrow and im still awake at this hour...
-dang-
well,
got to go...
nights...
hope tomorrow have a wonderful day... hopefully....
God Bless..
--XOXO

byebye my beloved Sister

2009-12-11T14:09:00.003+08:00

haix...
my sis gone to Thailand with her
group of friends for their holiday...
gonna miss her alot...

the whole house is going to be so quiet...
'cause
when she's around we always quarrel with
each other over unnecessary things...

haix...
gonna miss her...
anyways..
she deserved this break...
since she started working...
the only thing she have was
stress, stress and more stress...
haha...
hope she enjoy her holiday...
haha...

hope she remember to buy the things written on the list..

i L0VE my new hairstyle...

2009-12-09T22:45:00.006+08:00

okay so i cut my longggggg longgggggg hair to this short and sweet one...

i felt absolutely better after this haircut...

actually thought of cutting it for a month liao....

but kept having things to pull me back from cutting it...

like the Anglican 100th year anniversary dance worship then

right after that on the following day got OBS so no time to cut...
haha...

i totally LOVE my new hairstyle... it rox...

haha...

okay...

so i irritate my mum and make her angry with me just now...

but i did apologise and apologise for few times (and i mean it)...

i know i totally deserve it if she want to continue angry with me....

but now rain over sky clear (yu guo tian qing)...

haha...

ps/ i cut my hair like 2 days ago...

no title

2009-12-09T16:55:00.004+08:00

feel like shouting out all of
my burdens and troubles to the big, open sea...

im seriously tired from all those burdens and troubles...
*sign*
nevermind...
life's like this...
must carry on...

long since i last blog

2009-11-16T21:12:00.003+08:00

hEy yo PEOPLE,
i know that its like so long since i last blog...
haha...

but all i know is that this holiday is full of events waiting for me...
haha...

so when i have the time,
i will continue to blog...

celebrate C's birthday in advance

2009-11-11T21:15:00.026+08:00

Today meet C at the Admirlty MRT...
then we travelled to Bugis to meet H there....
together, we go heal C's empty stomach then
go Bugis Village walk walk...
ha...
very boring at first...
only H and I sour each other while C just stand there and laugh at us..
then after that go take neo-print...

the neo-print pictures:

after that...
we started to get high...
and we stand outside a shop and camwhore using
C and H's phone...
we like helping the shop to advertise like that...
damn fun la...

Here are the photos:

okay la...
so while waiting for Helen to find her daily planner at the ArtBox..
C and I went to the Baby's changing room to camwhore....

Here are the photos:

then together with H in the Baby's room...
and H and i handed C her birthday present...
and we continue to camwhore....

<------ this is H and C
<------ this is the C with her birthdy present

After H left us for her church course...
i treat C ice-cream...
then went to Iluma with C and camwhore on the longest elevator there...

Here are the photos:

after that...
went home and slack-ed...
very tired...
feel like sleeping..
*yawns*
have loads of fun today...

ship ! ship !

2009-09-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 7.28am and my parent and sis
are all preparing to go church liao...
I told my mum that i want to follow
so they all waited for me in the car while i bathe,
pack my bag for church and change.
finished everything about 20 mins...(broke my own record)

peii my dad go fetch kam jie and went back church to wait for 11am so I can go for youth Service…
did some of my tuition homeworks and somewhat get bored with it…
haha…

went for Youth Service and for the next 15 mins we were practicing songs for the farewell of MSN and Rev. Lim….
then worship and sfter that a mini game…
topic: Friends…
overall was quite fun…

after eating my lunch, went to Shalom hall to carry some painting materials down to Hospitality Lounge…
and Nathaniel offer to help me carry one of the plastic bags…
[so nice of him :)]

play a while of hangmen and started to trace pictures for the VBS camp using OHP and Majong paper….
Explaination:
like paste the Majong paper on the wall and shine the picture on the OHP on the paper and trace it…
smart right ?!

so, Nathaniel and I trace the pictures while Verity and Jia Wei along with Sulee do the paintings…
it was quiet for a few minutes as everyone was concentrating
when Verity started to be funny…
Haha…

helped with some paintings and painted one of the ships and was happy when I finally finished painting it…
haha…
the verdict of my painting from everyone I asked: nice or quite nice.
haha…

I even asked the teachers to let me have it back after the camp and they agreed…
I was thrilled….
finish everything le…

very tired…
very blur…
very very tired…

went back home...
eat dinner…
bathe then watch TV and nothing else…
nights…

cant use blogger.com

2009-08-31T10:53:00.001+08:00

i cant use blogger.com ...
it doesn't want to co-operate with me...
haix...

to Ms WANLING,
its useless if i cannot update properly...
i cant change the font, the colour and size...
what am i suppose to do ? ? ?

my favourite for now : touch rugby

2009-08-13T21:35:00.004+08:00

today during P.E we played Touch Rugby….
it’s a modified game so as its not so rough…
so when its mixed together like boy girl play together, the boys from my group
did not even bother to pass the rugby ball to us…
wth…
we, girls, are not a vase just standing there for decoration,
for the heaven sake…
will it just kill them to pass us the ball…
dont they listen to what Mr Asman (don’t know spelled correctly or not) says ?
dont they know that girls have advantages that they dont have ?
like running around when they cant… etc.etc.
whatever…

so when it’s the only girls time,
I enjoyed it a lot as I kept successfully run straight towards the ending line and scored the touch-down…
I was also laughing a lot at Mr Asman’s comment on our way of playing…
it was only once that I failed the touch-down as Hiang Luan tried to stop me by trying to pull down my stash….
but I ended running out of the field…
haha...

then English and so on…
haha…

went back home and slacked all the way…
haha…
*yawns*…
tired liao…
want to sleep now…
ciaos…

another crazy day !!

2009-08-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today was a CRAZY day too !!!
School was as per normal
except that I slept a lot during social studies test…
ha… who doesnt….

anyways,
went home with Wanling…
actually is I peii her go home and she peii me wait bus at bus-stop…
haha… whatever…
it’s the same…

so we waited for 901 bus come at the bus-stop opposite vista park a while…
ended up walking to the next bus-stop to wait for bus…
in between waiting at both bus-stop missed bus…
and also chit-chat while waiting for the bus as well as walking to the bus-stop...
haha...
chit-chat then Wanling borrowed my phone to see see look look…
haha…

then when bus came,
said byebye then board the bus and went back home…
reached home le slacked all the way…
actually is I starting to feel not so well…

oh well,
no fever just headaches….
haha…
hope that after some good night sleep that I will feel loads better..
well,
sleeping now…
ciaos…

"I've LOST my PINK COLOUR shoe !!" URGG

2009-08-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

Aaaaahhhhh !!!
I’ve LOST my PINK COLOUR shoe !!!

I don’t know what happened…
One moment my shoe is with me,
another moment its GONE !!!

I guess I lost it during CO break time….
haix…
I’ve tried searching high and low for it…
Searched places that I’ve been to like the school canteen,
the area near to the music room and the spiral staircase
plus, believe it or not, the bin….
but still cant find it…

I’ve literally gone all mad…
and I kept repeating the same sentence to Wanling they all
and I find it quite shocked when they didnt slap me yet…
haha…
and I even tell them the shoe very expensive…
three for ten bucks… (just for jokes)
haha…
oh ya ! I was also laughing all the way like a mad person with Lee Ming they all…
haha…
Lee Ming also crazy like me…

Sat on the 901 bus and saw Ms Kee and two other teachers board the bus
outside the school’s bus-stop…
then alight the bus at the interchange and tell Ms Kee that I lost my pink colour shoe…
then she confuse a whilke then I explained to her that its my cell’s accessory…
haha…

then went home and slack all the way…
very tired liao…
going to sleep now…
ciaos…
haha…

im back.....

2009-08-11T19:20:00.001+08:00

hEys people…
I know it’s a long time since I last blogged…
i know you guys missed me right ?
so here I am now,
sitting in front of my com, typing my newest updates…

2009-08-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday SINGAPORE !!!

2009-06-20T18:06:00.002+08:00

very lazy to blog.

have to thank my cousin, Helen for helping
me edit this blogskin.
thanks lots Helen ! smuacks and huggs to you !

2009-06-02T22:39:00.007+08:00

meet Sulee and Abigail at the
woodlands mrt station for
the Playmax practice and a Minimax ....
because Sulee was held up at the centre
where she worked ...
Abigail and i walked to the centre and we
have the practice ...
blah ssssssss ....

after that went for lunch with
Abigail, Sulee and her collegue ...
take-away our lunch as the coffee shop was sort of full ...
ate lunch and went in to played a while in the
room where the minimax was help in before people start coming ...
blah ssssssss .....

Sulee brought me and Abigail to a room where the
a game like the UNO stack is ...
watched people played it ....
haha ....
most of the people who went for this Minimax are
from Kranji Secondary School ....

so ya ...
when its my turn to play ...
i kept on laughing for dont know what reason ...
when Sulee speaks, i laughed even harder ....
calmed down a while then won the game ...
after all that i dont know why kept laughing ....

went out of the centre and bought drinks with Abigail
because the drinks they provided is like
orange mixed with sprite and something else that i forgot ...
all in all, its a fizzy drink ....
and i dont drink fizzy drinks ... i dont like the taste of it ...
whatever ....

we were like watching the guys playing pool
when Abigail told me that there's a guy who
holds the-dont-know-call-what stick like
he was holding a knife, ready to stab someone ... (description only people)

so i paid loads of attention to the guys that hold
the stick ...
apparently none of them does that other than two
guys which never play derhs ...
tsk tsk ...
what a pity i missed that scene ...
just curious people ...

left the centre at 4.30p.m although the whole thing
ends at 5p.m ....
went to causeway with Abigail to buy
Dove -for bathing purpose ....
then byebye to Abigail ...
went home and slacked all the way ...
*yawns* today has been a wonderful day ...
tired liao ...
nights ...

2009-06-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

today woke up at around 8.30am ...
then reached schhol for CO practice at
11 something ....
abit too early since CO doesnt start till 12.30pm ...
saw Kok Tiam and Jolene at the canteen and
we chatted ....
blah ssssssssss ....

then 940(Jocelyn) came ...
asked her why she lied to me the other time ...
i have to like know the whole truth from my
friend rather than herself ...
then she explained everything ...
the way she said it, its although she's not in fault like this ...
im like sooooo pissed off ...
she was like unrepentant lors ....
sheesh .... damn pissed off man ....
whatever .....
then Wanling, Ching Fang, Leekim and LeeMing
come liao and i went up to the music room with them ...
blah sssssss .....

found out that me, Huihui's and Jasper's erhu string
broke so i changed for them and myself ...
then joined them with the combined practice ....
it was very fun to play the Matsuri ....
haha .... i actually forgotten everything but a few
times of practices and i recalled everything ...
so i sort of enjoyed the whole process ....
haha ....

P.S we practicing for the Anglican School Concert
which is on the twentysevenjune ....

so ya ...
then vote for the commitee and sectional leaders ...
and i voted for Erica, LeeKim, LeeMing, Wanling,
Huihui and Ching Fang ... *smiles*
ended everything and went to take bus home
with Erica ....

went back home and slacked all the way ....
haha ....
want to sleep now liao ...
tired liao .... *yawns*
nights ...

2009-05-31T21:39:00.008+08:00

cant seem to open my eyes this morning ...
even though my mum did tried to wake me up ...
so i continued to sleep till 8.30am then
jumped out of bed to bathe quickly
'cause im soooooooo late ...

reached church at 10 sharp and helped with
MSN's book stall outside of glory sanctuary ....
my mind was still at a blurrish state
so when it comes to calculating the total price
i cant seem to calculate as fast as i used to ....
blah blah blah sssssssssssss .....

attended youth service ...
blah ssssssssss .....
went back to glory sanctuary to help out a while
then pack the books back to the luggages ....
then went back to woodlands with dad
and have our lunch together before he goes for work ...

reached home le bathe and sit down on the floor
and watch TV a while then continue
to plan for this holiday ....
sister came back and watch TV again ...
mum came back and we have our dinner together
without my sis 'cause she got to go back work ....
watch Camp Rock on channel five ....
enjoyed it alot ....

found out something of myself ...
i prefer to sit on the floor than on a chair ....
no idea why ...
and i also prefer to walk bare-footed than
with my shoes on ..... sometimes ....
dont know why ... maybe i like the feeling when
my bare feet touched the floor barhs ...
haha ....

*yawns* quite tired liao ....
tomorrow got CO practice at 12.3opm ....
haha ....
hope i will enjoy myself tomorrow ...
haha ....
nights ....

2009-05-30T22:24:00.006+08:00

woke up at 8.30a.m and waited for
my sister to use finish the toilet ....
lay on my bed for who knows how long ...
very lan-duo to get up from bed ....
i soooooo love my comfortable bed ....
(maybe adding this to the HEARTS column)
haha ...

as soon as my sis came out from the
toilet, i rushed in to bathe ....
forget about morning jog la ....
already very late liao lors ....

went to woodlands mrt control station there
to meet Sulee and the other qing-nian-ren
for a Playmax training session at where Sulee's
work place ....

reached there and sat on a quite comfortable
chair and listened to their talks ....
blah blah blah ssssssssss ....

refreshment time go settle tee size ....
blah sssssss .....
went back home and eat my lunch
with dad ....
then play piano ...
play a while le read a random book ....
blah ssssssss .....

before going to church went causeway
buy some rubber bands ....
reached church and i was fifteen minutes
earlier ....

after that went Bethel Hall to
dance with Priscilla ....
have to admit ...
not really successful because of our
different dancing styles ....
Brina was there too ....
she played with the streamers and Priscilla
teached her some ....

my mum came and joke around ...
i also didnt dance much 'cause
my neck hurts again ...
this time somewhere close to my head ....
ouch ouch ouchy ouch ....

Suyi (pastor/chuan dao) drived me
and my mum to Jurong East mrt ...
thx lots ....

took the train home with mum ...
had my late dinner and
bathe ...
sis came back and hurried me ....
hmpff ....
she needed to bathe and go back
work for a meeting .....

bathe finish ...
update blog ...
next is do some washing of clothes
then sleep ...
tomorrow going jogging ....
stop for few days
so tomorrow have to make up ....
asked mum to wake me up in the morning
once she wakes up ...
haix ...
*yawns* tired sia ....
nights ....

2009-05-29T21:59:00.005+08:00

yeah !
today is the last day of school !!
june holiday is FINALLY here ....
hoooray !!!!
although it also means that it would end earlier ...
till that day comes ....
its BREAK TIME !!!
haha ...

neck is better than ever ...
that plaster my dad gave me really works ...
haha ...
thank you dad .... smuacks to you !

went to school as per normal
but with a lighter bag ...
haha ....
have a 2hr Form Teacher Contact time (FTC) ....
Mdm Rahimah collected three forms from
us then give us back all our test papers ...
i laughed when teacher is returning our chinese
papers 'cause most of us wrote our
name in chinese and our teacher is malay so
she cant recognise which paper belonged to who ...
lucky for her ... we did write down our register number ...
but still .... haha ....

after that is the report book ...
haha ... no crying this time 'cause already
know the results before this liao ....
haha ...

quickly write down my reflection liao
then look through my result and gave back to teacher ....
haha ....
after that i kept joking around with Eileen they all ....
haha .... very fun ....

after Mdm Rahimah left i still at there
joking with them until Mr Asman (P.E) came ....
i rushed to my seat ....
he came to talk to us about our results
and shared some of his personal experience and
2 slideshows ...
blah blah blah ssssssssss ....

recess then clean up classroom ...
the class opposite us even clean the windows ...
haha ...
our class did nothing of that sort .....
we just re-arranged our tables in order to
examination format ....
our class is going to be use as 'O' level
Mother Tongue paper ....
i was there thinking:
"byebye fan, im going to miss you ..."
'cause my original seat was like directly
below the electric fan ... haha ...
blah blah blah ssssssssss .....

waited for my dad in school for the
parent meeting session ...
when my dad was talking to Mdm Rahimah (Form Teacher),
i was there either laughing or smiling ...
haha ....

after that went to 3/3 classroom to look for
Ms Ng (Mathematics) ...
then they started talking ...
i was there again either laughing or smiling ...
i dont know why ...
i just cant help but just laugh and smile all the way ....

went back home and bathe ...
then while planning for the holiday ...
i just seat there for
who knows how long ....
thinking rubbish ....
haha ....

then my dearest sister came back and
i went downstairs to Kodak photo shop
and print my sister's document and have my IC
photo shoot ...
it was quite okay la ....

went back home and had my dinner ...
watched TV with mum ...
update my blog and then
sleep ....
nights ....

2009-05-28T22:47:00.005+08:00

went to school with a heavy bag ...
haha ... i dont know dont need to
bring books marhs ...
haha ...

first period is Social Studies ...
Mdm Wee played for us
Kung Fu Panda ...
it was very funny ...
i find that the panda is so
ka-wa-yi-neh ...
soooooo adorable ...
but also quite stupid when he
make a fool of himself ...
but overall ... nice ...

after that is Ms Eleora turn
to play us a movie ...
we watched a movie called Coach Carter
last (dont know how many) week(s) ago ...
but because there's lots of vulgarities in it,
teacher changed it to a movie called
Seabiscuit ....
again ... there's vulgarities but lesser than Coach Carter ....
haha ....

then english ....
we did nothing except listening to some of Mr Chow's
interesting personal experience ....
then recess ...

after recess went up to the hall ...
listen to Mrs Yeo talked to us about holidays ...
blah ssssss ....
in the middle of somewhere,
she asked those who have CCAs to stand ...
i stand and listen to her ... [not punishment]
and i was standing there smiling to myself ....
thinking about some things ....
haha ....
blah blah blah sssssssssss .....

went back to class and have our
chemistry lesson ....
haha ...
did corrections ....
blah blah blah sssssssssssss .....

went back home ...
wanted to go jogging but the weather
looked although its going to rain soon
so didnt go jog ...
did some mental preparation on how
am i going to start the conversation
and confess to my mum ...

sister returned ....
and left after some rest ...
eat dinner with mum and dad ...
but there's something strange ...
my neck felt painful as i moved my
arms, shoulder and head ....
it hurts alot ...
i even have difficulty eating my food ....

went back home and let her shower first ....
then before she went out with dad to settle some things,
i just tell everything about my results to mum ...
about how badly i've done ...
about how i kept it to her since the checking script day ....
and i just confess everything ...

she just say she not letting me out with friends
anymore and those things ....
in translation : im GROUNDED .....
whatever ....
i sooooooo totally deserve it ...

but other than those trips to school
and playmax plus streamers with Priscillia ...
other things like going out with Cheryl or friends are
not allowed .... dont even think of mentioning to her ....

after that my dad gave me a plaster to paste it
on my neck .....
and he told me only to tear it out after i've shower
tomorrow morning ....

haix ...
update blog
and sleep ...
very tired ....
nights ....

2009-05-27T20:11:00.005+08:00

today went school .....
and have the first PEA of the day...
its the gestural drawing in art room 1 ...
then Mr Tay [in-charge] teaches us how
to draw people with a special kind of
charcoal and not lift it up while drawing ...
Daniel is our model ...
i tried my utmost best to draw it nicely ...

after the class ...
Mr Tay took mine along with few other pieces
of works with him ... saying that he want to keep
those with him .... haha ...

after that is the fun play with maths ....
once i signed beside my name and have
Mrs Yap [in-charge]'s signature on my paper ....
i started immediately with one of the games ....
its called the Rush Hour ....
its a mind game .... i started till level 25 and then
Ching Yuen and Meng Seng have to helped me
to solved the others ... haha ... we joke around too ...

then recess ....
blah blah blah ssssssssss ....

last of the whole PEA is the hair grooming ....
because Mdm Heryani [in-charge] have a class
going on .... Gloria from 3N6 have to teach
us how to tie french plaits, dutch braids and buns ....
we are divided to two groups and they need one
of our heads to demostrate to the others ....
and they chose mine ....
quite painful 'cause they keep pulling strands
and strands of my hair out ....
ouch ouch ouchy ouch .....
its so painful .....

blah blah blah sssssssssss ....

went home and eat lunch ....
wait for the gas person come and change
the old gas tank to a new one
and went jogging downstairs ....
walked down the stairs and saw
Wanling's friend, Esther, and i waved at her ....
then continued on my jogging ....

reached back home ....
blah blah blah ssssssssssss ....

wait dad bathe finished then i bathe ....
bought my dinner ....
finish eating then ....
update blog ......
then sleep ....
haix ....
must prepare the BIG confession
that im going to give my mum
tomorrow night ....
*yawn*
nights ... very tired ....

2009-05-26T21:58:00.004+08:00

went school and had my NAPFA ...
very tiring ... but fun ....

first is the inclined pull-up ...
did 10 ...
second is the shuttle run ...
ran 11.9 s ....
haha ... absoute love this part ....
next is the sit-up ...
did 27 ...
Theodora very dok gong (pro) ...
she did 44 or 45 ....
haha ....
next is the standing broad jump ...
did 152 ....
last is the sit and reach ...
first chance is 29 ....
second chance is 36 ...
haha ...

reason we have second chance is because we
ended earlier than time ....
haha ...

went recess ....
today's recess is 1hr lors ...
i like so bored lors ...
listen music and message Cheryl and Sulee ...
haha ...

went to the balloon sculpturing ...
Mr Koh in-charge ....
haha ...
the whole class only got only Legawati and me
girls lors ....
okay la ...
this balloon scrulpturing quite fun la ....

went home and bathe ...
go to causeway walk walk with Cheryl ...
actually planning to buy my dad
tee for Father's Day ...
haix ...
cant find anything ...
accept polo tee ....
but not the colour i want derhs ...
causeway actually quite boring ...
Cheryl and i dont know go where then
ended up walking in circles ....

walk walk le go home watch TV ....
then dad came back from work ...
go fetch mum and ate our dinner ...
went back home and climbed up stairs again with
my mum ..... really enjoy climbing stairs with mum ....
high-five girl for making up to the top ....(not including the roof)

bathe then update blog ...
next is to sleep ...
haha ...
nights ... very tired ....

2009-05-25T19:18:00.012+08:00

today went to school and
the first 3hr is about the
"My Class Got Talent"
programme ....
in-charge teacher was
Mr Alan Ho ...

thanks to our class chairman, Derek and
Fiona, most of us were FORCED to join this
talent show ... crap la ....
im like:
" you want go join, go join yourself la ...
why pull the whole class down ?"
tsk tsk ....

whatever ... anyways ...
went to Eileen's group and asked
the another Eileen and Cherry to join
us since they have no group ....
we were like brainstorming what
to do when Kuan Ee and his (dont know call what) mind
came and gave us rubbish ideas ...
ideas he gave are those that he wont do derhs ....
very tsk tsk ....
he got on my nerves and
i just snapped at him right in front of the
others ....
im like:
" just shut up will you ? you very irritating leh ..."
he then shut up his mouth ....

blah blah blah sssssssss ....
the end up choosing Sri and Zal because
of their great dancing .....
blah blah blah sssssssss ....

then went for Post-Examination Activity (PEA)
after recess .... mine is Personal Grooming ...
okay la ... it was quite fun ... i have to admit it ...

went back home and bathe cold water again ....
and watched TV ...
skipped my dinner 'cause no appetite ...
update my blog and then go to sleep ...

sleeping early tonight because tomorrow
there's NAPFA (5 stations) ...
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh .....
hopefully i will be able to do well ....
haha ...
nights ....

2009-05-24T20:51:00.006+08:00

this morning i woke up
at around 6 plus 7a.m ....
went jogging again ...
actually today was more of a walking
than running ....
then climbed up the stairs ...
and i bathe in cold water ...
very cooling ...

went to church and attended
youth service ....
after that walk around the church ....
haha ...
went to eat my lunch with my sister
and my dad ...
then drive my sister to Holland to settle
her things and we were on our way
back to church ...

i begged my father to drive me to see
Singapore 's biggest bungalows that's at
Leedon Road ...
haha ... he brought me there once but i
sooooo want to see it again ...
after much persuasion he finally bring me there ...

we went in and look at those beautiful houses ....
we went there for like 30 minutes or so ...
we went back to church and waited for my mum ...

we went shopping at the Sembawang Shopping mall ...
bought nothing there but settle dinner at the
Noodle house and MOF (Ministry Of Food) ....
haha ....
then we all went back home ...
me and my mum climbed up the stairs together
haha ... seriously very fun ........
then bathe with cold water again ....

then update blog ....
sleep next ...
haha ... what a nice day it was today .....
nights ...

2009-05-23T21:38:00.008+08:00

this morning i went for a
morning jog around the
neighbourhood ....
initially, i thought of jogging at
the track opposite school but
i chicken out in the end because
remembered that there are CCAs
having their practices ... later very paiseh ...
haha .....

i ran around the neighbourhood and climbed up
the stairs home ... my house is at the 12th storey ...
so it was like very tiring ....
but i enjoy the moment 'cause the morning
air is very fresh ....
reached home and walked around the
living room for a moment
then on the fan to the max and enjoy my
food and water ....

rest a while and then hand-washed my
dirty clothes ....
bathe and wait for my parent to come back home ....
watched Princess Diaries 2: The Royal Engagement
on channel 5 near the end of the show ....

mum bought dinner for me, herself and my dad ...
ate while watching ...
dad joined me to watch ...

then update blog
then sleep ...
tomorrow still got church .....
haha ....
nights ...

2009-05-22T20:09:00.006+08:00

today went school ...
urmm ...
there's English, D&T
and Mathematics lessons only ....
so school ends at 12.30p.m ....

accompany Theodora go causeway
point to buy her book ...
while waiting for the bus at the
bus-stop outside school
i kept talking and talking non-stop ....
she let me speak freely ...

because the first two 901 bus were full,
we went to take 900 near Vista Point ...
wait a while bus come liao ...
went causeway buy book then went back home ...

bath le then use com ...
continue my lesson on French then play
Facebook for a moment or two ...
damn lag lors ....
then watch Ellen Degeneres ...
its her 1000th episode ...
it was funny ...
reviewing back to her 1st episode
and continue with 300th, 700th and
so on episode ...
haha ...
enjoy it alot ...

then my mum woke up from her nap
and ask me go downstairs collect something ....
went and bought Bubble Tea (BBT) for both of us ....
drank it then chat with wanling ....
haha ....

me and Wanling's conversation window

talk a while le ...
update my blog

then want go sleep liao ...

tomorrow have to wake up early ....
haha ...
today Esther is sooooooooo talkative ....
haha ...

nights ....

2009-05-21T19:04:00.008+08:00

urmmm ...
went to school today ...
after school ....
went back home then bath ...
i like go in a while only my mum
called back ...
been trying to get her through phone since she requested
that i call her after i've reached home ....
but i call so many times
she either say she busy or never pick up ...
very tsk ....

well,
called her back after i bath finished ...
then she asked me go help her on an errand ...
so i went to Admiralty's wet market where my
4th aunt worked to get something from her ....
then to my 6th aunt's house to pass her something ...

while waiting for the lift i step on my slipper and fell ...
sianx ...
pain lors .. my knee ...
blah blah blah ssssssssss ....

reached back home then on com then
edit posts ....

chat with my friend, Cecilia, who currently
studying in France ....
and i told her that i was trying to search for the
books about learning French online
so that i could continue learn French since
she last taught me
and i also told her how i failed to find
any website or books online that i can buy to learn ...
she gave me a website she sometime go to check out ...
quite useful ...
no need download and its FOC with audio ...
very cool lors ....
missed her so much ...
hope she quickly return back here ....
also chat a few short while with Cheryl ....

then ate my dinner with mum ...
update blog and watch TV in mum's room ....[multi-task]
next is time to say bye bye ...

bye bye ...
want to sleep liao ...
very tired ....
haha ...
nights .... ~~ZZZ~~

2009-05-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

today was like a boring day ....
i brought along so many of my books and yet none
of the teachers even used it ...
haix ...
sianx ...

after school went causeway with Fion to buy her
stickers ....
then also go look for books about learning French ...
but found nothing ....
haix ....

then went back home bath ...
update blog ...
then continue searching books about learning
French online ...
thinking of getting myself one ....
haix ....
found nothing again ....

got totally bored then bye bye ....
go watch TV liao ....
so BORED ....

2009-05-18T21:46:00.007+08:00

wow ....
exam finally finished liao ...
hopefully my hardwork for the past weeks will not be wasted ....

today is Design and Technology (D&T) paper ....
sianx ...
i totally blurr lors ....
my mind was like totally blank lors ....
lots of question i was trying to recall what i've read ....

but my mind was like repeating the same words
over and over again :
" damn it !!! i remember i read something about
this somewhere in my book ... but what was it ?"
" GOSH !!! where's all the things i 've studied ?!"

honestly, throughout the paper i was so fustrated that
i felt like tearing the paper to pieces ....
the last question saved the paper's "life" ...
its something like what to do in order to make two gears
move in the same direction ....
haha ...
its like the easiest question lors ...
simply by adding a gear in between both the
two gears would do liao lors ...

then after the paper went back home and went
snip-snap my hair with my mum ...
according to her
my house downstairs got like 10 to 20
hair salons available ...[included 2 i used to go]
so my mum and I was like :
" let's try out every salon available and then
see which one is the best ...."

we tried the first one ...
and boy i tell you ... it sux lors ...
i totally regretted stepping into that salon ...
that hairdresser that help to snip-snap my hair
was like very rough lors ....
want me bow down my head to snip-snap then
never tell me but just pushed it down ....
im like : " damn la ... you no mood also cannot like this derhs .... somemore keep complaining about her life ... like i care ...."

after she finished snip-snapping my hair ...
my hair look so ugly lors .... damn it ....
hope my hair quickly grow back to the original length !!!
so missed my long hair liao lors ...

before and after

haix ...
what done is done ... cant change it liao lors ....
haha ....
hexamination finally finished liao ....
plus tomorrow off day also ...
so SHIOK ....
haha ....

note: updated an event on March 29,09

2009-04-07T21:31:00.011+08:00

while waiting for my piano score to load ...
better do the quiz Wanling have for me ....
gosh ...
this is going to be nightmarish ...

Quiz
1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
urmm ... forehead barhs ....
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
lousy ...
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
urmm .... my mum ?
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
hmmm .... not really barhs ...
5: Would you ever donate blood?
if needed .... yeesh ....
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
urmm ... yeah ...
7: Do you want someone dead?
im not that bad ... besides i dont have anyone i hate so much to be dead ....
8: What does your last text message say?
something about SYF 's shoe ?
9:What are you thinking of right now?
basically ... nothing ...
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yup ... definitely ... life so bored without my sis ...
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
9 plus near 10 barhs ....
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
urmm ... . from my sis ?
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yup ... my beloved sis ....
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Hui Hui ...
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1.helen
2.erica
3.liyi
4.xin hui
5.brindha
6.sue ying
7.karrie
8.shiva
9.ely
10.lee ming
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? [erica]
she single ....
16: Is 3 a male or a female? [liyi]
female ...
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? [karrie lee ming]
they dont know each other ....
18: What is Number 1 studying about? [helen]
still waiting for result for poly courses since i last heard from her ....
20: Is Number 4 single? [xin hui]
yup ...
21: Say something about Number 2 [erica]
fun-loving ...
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? [liyi sue ying]
urmm... they doesn't know each other ....
23: Describe Number 9 [ely]
sometimes funny ....
24: What will you do if Number 5 and 7 fight? [brindha sue ying]
that's not likely to happen ...
25: Do you like Number 8? [shiva]
yessh ... she's fun ....

hmmm ...
guess this quiz is not that bad after all ....
nites ....
will really update my blog ...
haha ...
next time ...
:]

2009-04-06T21:03:00.006+08:00

hey people ...
will be updating my blog real soon ...
been busy for the past few days or weeks ...
alot of things happened since i last updated my blog ...

haha ...
nites ...
:]

2009-03-29T22:31:00.022+08:00

today went to church ...
almost late but reached church on time ...
today is Esther and Verity 's turn for worship leading ...
unexpected thing was that it turned out to be Esther playing
the piano and I lead singing
and Verity do the starting prayer ....

last minute thing ...
i 've got no preparation for it at all ....
im like damn nervous ...

plus no voice ... [worse]
luckily Alvan helped me by singing along with me ...
but i think he also no voice [sore throat] ...
jeez ...
lots of thanks and sorry Alvan ....

anyways ...
continue the service and ended the service ...
went back home and did some chores ...
went back to church at 3pm plus with my PSP
and waited for mum in the office ...

Youth Parent's meeting session ...
can you believe it or not ?!
school have Parent's meeting sessions ...
now even church have ....
lucky for me, i behave quite well in church ....

ended up i've to leave church with Revd Lim and his wife,
Mu Shi Niang [MSN],
Zhi Han uncle and his son Benjamin ....
mum left church with my church teacher to "booked" seat ...
went to AnchorPoint and met my sister plus my
two youth's teacher,
Meiling Teacher [Benjamin's mother] and
my mum at the Secret Recipe ...
the reason we went to AnchorPoint to eat dinner with
so many people is to celebrate MSN's advance birthday ...

her birthday falls on the second day of April ... same as my dad's ...
i think i ordered something that have to do with the chicken cutlet
plus melting cheese in it ...
sound disgusting but nice to eat .... and i drank iced chocolate ....

initially i was sitting beside my dearest sis ...
but she kept annoying me that i either scold her
or poke at her side ...
she totally deserves it lorhs ...
then MeiChern teacher plus MSN and my mum tried
their upmost best to help by
seperating my sis and i from sitting together
and to also stop our quarreling ....
but no use at all ...[partly because i dont want to change my seat]
haha ...
they even tried by asking MeiChern teacher to sit in between us ...
but still no use derhs ... haha ...
i could still poke her easily when she annoyed me again ....
haha ...

went for the second round at TCC ....
this time i sat opposite my sister ....
she went to collect the birthday cake and we start
ordering our desserts ....
i cant really remember mine cause now very tired[also lazy to recall] ...
but i do remember that my mum have to change
her desserts 2 - 3 times because its either out of stock
or some ingredients missing ...
then,
my sister came back with a birthday cake [forgotten the flavor and size]
but i remember that its delicious ....
then our desserts and drinks came .....
today im a 1/2 photographer ...
took only the later part of the second round ....

here are the photos ....[hopefully its clear enough]:

MSN's coffee ....

my dearest sister's tea ....

urmm ... another coffee ... not MSN's ....

its some drink that have red beans in it ....

one of the desserts ... mango something ....

my desserts ... forgotten call what liao ....

some drink that have to do with peppermint ....

MSN's birthday present [taken while its still in plastic bag]

Meiling Teacher's daughter, Sharmaine, with MSN

Revd Lim with Sharmaine

group photo without me ... i taking the pic .....

Revd Lim and MSN ... so loving .....

after MSN receive her present .... so is MSN and her present

MSN and i .... haha ...

only ladies ....

nice barhs ... a lamp post ....[wth ... i so lame sia]

after all of this ...
we shop shop a while at the shopping mall ...
after went shop shop with my mum and sister at the

opposite Queenstown Shopping Mall ....

then,

due to 3 of us were tired ...

we took cab back to

Woodlands .... back home ....
tired le ...
want to sleep liao ....
nites ....~~ZZZ~~

2009-03-16T17:57:00.011+08:00

today is my saddest day so far in the 2009 so far ....
went to school today as per normal ...
and i was almost late again ...
as usual settled down before the whole morning assembly really started ....
whole assembly went on ....

after assembly is D&T lesson ...
[our class was split into 2 groups Mr Alan Ho's group and Mr Toh's group]
i'm in Mr Toh's class ... so since Mr Toh wasn't here today ....
Mr Soh took over his group ....
i continued with my practical project where i last stop
because previously i did my project's door knob with
Ely,Karrie,Fiona and Nadirah ...[total 5 of us]

i look at my half-done work and was amazed to find that my project work
was almost done after i last touched it in the last 2 weeks or so ...
but than again it must be my imagination ...
[thx lots to that person who helped me in my project work if i wasn't imagining things]

anyways ...
continued where i last stop my work [or i think so]
i asked alot of help from Mr Soh and also joke with him alot ...
so if i'm not wrong, by the next lesson i should be able to
catch up with the rest of my classmates ...

after D&T lesson is Mr Chow's lesson [English teacher] ...
it was as horrible as i thought ...
he wasn't really in the mood today ....[or so i think]
he was quite unpleasant today ...
almost lost his cool towards us because there are still some people who
still have not hand-in their English files which was due at the very first day
of the week and he've been gracious enough to give till wednesday
but still .... haix ...

phew !
thankfully i'm not one of those few who still haven't hand-in the files ...
after English is recess time ...

after recess is FTC period .... that's where the saddest part came ...
Mdm Rahimah [form teacher] walk in to class
but before she could even start with her talk,
i went up to her and told her that my mum couldn't make it to the
parent's meeting session this afternoon as she was feeling unwell ....
my mum even want me to ask Mdm Rahimah
does she need to produce a Medical Certificate [MC] for her ....
of course ... Mdm Rahimah said no ....

after some babbling about some issues on something
that doesn't concern about me [not really listening actually] ...
there on the teacher's desk that
caught my attention [i think as well as my other classmates]
was our report books waiting to be returned to us .....

eventually Mdm Rahimah talk long enough for the councillors' return from
their late recess break from their duties during our recess time ....
when they settled down ...

Mdm Rahimah continued down to calling out those whose
parents are not coming for the parent's meeting ....
she even forgotten that my mum was not coming at all ...
so she placed my report book with those whose parents are going for
the parent's meeting ... i was still worried about my results 'cause i knew that
i did not put in enough effort in my studies though put more in effort
comparison with the past ....
i went to collect my report book from Mdm Rahimah ....
once i opened my book ...
i almost cry ....
Fiona did well as predicted ....[her worries are unfound]

results :

English : 41.0 % grade: U

Chinese : 59.0 % grade: 5

Maths : 81.0 % grade: 1

Combined
Science : 63.0 % grade: 4

Combined
Humanities : 72.0 % grade: 2

D&T : 63.0 % grade: 4

average : 63.0 % MSG: 3.7 [expected MSG: 3.6]

as could be seen ...
i failed my English and my Chinese drop down alot ...
but to my greatest relieved ... Mathematics was perfect ...
thanks mostly to Ms Ng [Mathematics teacher] gracious for re-test ...
of course .... i did well in both test and re-test though the marks is still
abit poorly done ....

pretty shocked to see that i passed both Combined Science and
Combined Humanities ..... even D&T ....

the saddest part is that i've failed my English and my
Chinese dropped so much compared to the previous marks ....
the whole class [or school] have a small
comment by Mrs Yeo [new principle this year]

she wrote this to me: [hopefully i never read it wrongly]

Great! Pls seek help for English this year. Do not wait.
God bless ....

after FTC was Chinese which our whole class doesn't seem
happy with what our teacher given us for our marks ....
we all really used to do well ... excelled in Chinese for some of us ...
but after she started to teached us .... everything turned around ...
marks dropped down for most of us ....
she even shouted and rant her anger at us when its she who
gave us that kind of marks ....

i ignored her completely as i was totally annoyed by her ...
firstly she shouted at us like there's no tomorrow ...
secondly she gave me a very low mark for Chinese ...
if it won't for her i don't even need to worry about
how am i going to explained my marks for chinese when i'm already in trouble
for English .... ya ya ...
adults would always say reflect on yourself before you start blaming others ....

i continued to sulk throughout the Chinese lesson
while trying to quickly complete my Chinese work ...
finished first than hurry to finish the holiday homework
that she gave us in class which i completed it within a few minutes ...
of course .... i did read and everything ...
i just want to clear my hands off for chinese as soon as i've the chance ...

after that is chapel period ...
went to the hall with my classmates and we were all seperated
in the crowd of the other upper-secondary classes ....
when we went in the hall ...we came together and settled down ...

i was real sad about my results that i didn't realised that
Meng Seng was sitting beside me ...
I was only aware of his presence when he started asking me
about my results when he didn't have the chance to ask
in class .... i tried to answer normally as i really feel like crying when he
asked about my results ...

when the Pastor started his preaching ....
i finally could no longer control myself and i bow my head down
so that my tears could roll down quietly ...
i dried my eyes swiftly so my classmates around will not notice the
tears coming down my face and start asking if i'm okay and everything ...

not that i don't like them ...[people]
its just that i think the more they ask the more i feel
like crying out .... and it won't be nice to cry in a hall full of students ...

went back to class and went straight for the music room to put down my bag ...
asked Wanling if she want to join me for lunch though i don't have
the apetite to eat anything ...
she say that we wait outside the girls toilet for Hui Hui ...
i took the chance to call my mum ....

i thought i could do this calmly without worrying her with my crying ...
but i was so wrong ...

the moment she called back to me [i asked her to-bill problem] ...
tears started to streak down when i heard her voice ...
she was shocked and worried when she heard my voice changed from
calm to crying ....

i was crying so hard that i went straight outside the design studio on the
opposite direction from the toilet to cry out and tell my mother about my marks ....
i controlled my tears way too long ....
so it started to coming down my face like ... like ...
like raindrops coming down from the clouds up in the sky ...

my mother was not angry with me ...
she even comforted me .... which makes me even cry harder 'cause
i seriously don't deserve that comfort ....
then i'm worried about my father ....
he would be so disappointed with my Chinese results ...
my mother assured me that everything is going to be okay and that
my father will not going to be angry with me ....
its not like i scared that my father scold me because i totally deserve it ....
but because of seeing his disappointed expression ....
i done so badly and my father wasn't angry with me was already bad
for me ... but the look of disappointment makes me feel even worse ...
so it would at least makes me feel better if he scold me ....

i cried and cried ....
till than ...
Charlene came up and patted my back gently ....
i was aware of the noise and people passing by behind me ....

after i hung up the phone .... i dried my tears of my face and went to the
canteen with Charlene to get some drinks and things to eat ...
went back up to the music room and found Hui Hui and Wanling sitting on
the floor along with my senior and junior ....
they were all sitted seperately to do their things ...
but Hui Hui, Mervin, Wanling and Jasper are talking and having fun ...
when i went closer to them, Hui Hui was the first to notice that i cried ....
guess that means how terrible i looked .....

i sat down with Charlene a while and went to join
Hui Hui and the others that were still having
fun ....

talk talk talk ....
laugh laugh laugh ...

mum called and told me that she told dad
my results and want me to expect for his call ...

blahs blahs blahs ...

anyways ....
continued CO practice then went back home ...
dad was at home when i reached ....
he wasn't angry with me ...

bath than update blog ..
now time to sleep ...
i feel that my eyes are very swollen now ....
haix ... hope it would turn better soon ....

2009-03-12T20:34:00.013+08:00

Urg ... late again ... lucky for me this time i reached school just
in time for the bell to go off and settle myself down along
with my classmates ...

i HATE the feeling and the thought of late because i will be embarrased
while standing in front of the school...
well, maybe not the whole school, how about the
whole upper-secondary [with most teachers] looking at me with
amused face .... [maybe not the teachers]
not to forget my friends or classmates watching me like i'm a joke or something ...

back to the where i was saying ...
ur-hum ... as i was saying ...
i totally HATE the feeling and the thought of being late ....
after the whole assembly ...
went back to class and changed into my
pe attire in class ....

because i basically wore my pe attire inside my uniform
like some of my classmates .... firstly ...
secondly is because i won't have to trouble myself by going to the toilet
and changed like what most of my classmates did ...
thirdly is because getting caught and scolded for just going to the
toilet without an exit pass for the sake of changing into my pe attire was
never in my list for the first thing that happen to me the moment i
drop my bag in the classroom ....
you could also say that i'm lazy to go change in the toilet ....
haha ....

anyways ...
went for PE lesson ....
did lots of running, skipping and sit-ups set by Mr Yap [PE teacher]
to get us prepare for the coming NAPFA in april [i guess ... ]

lessons went on as per usual ....
skip other classes
all the way to chemistry which is the last lesson of the day ....

we went for the laboratory today for chemistry lesson and
did some experiments about distillation and crystallisation ...

of course ...
for those who know our class well enough would
know that its not smoothly done than planned for the two
chemistry teachers [Mdm Santha & Ms Nila] ....
our two teachers have to constantly shout throughtout the experiment to
settle down our class ...

thanks to the boys that were talking non-stop
the whole class was almost sent back to class ....

here are some pictures i took in class about the experiment i did
with Karrie .... [so sorry if the pictures are not clear enough -tried my best]

can anybody imagine how funny i will look if i wore this with my spectacles inside ....

Karrie and I done this ....

after we've done with our experiments ....
Ms Nila asked us to take a look at the
two set-ups on the teacher's desk that she
prepared for us before the lesson ...

its the simple distillation and fractional distillation set-up ...
she asked us some questions about the difference between the two set-ups
and Hiang Luan answered them all ....

time flies so quickly ....
soon its almost time for the lesson to end
and we still have not seen the distillated water coming
out from the condenser to the beaker ....

its end of the lesson and we went back to class because our
class 's chairman asked us to stay for a while ...
the reason he wanted us to stay back for a while is because
they wanted to celebrate Amrita's birthday in advance
because her birthday lands on the 16th which is during the
march holidays .....

not all of the classmates like the idea of staying back so
they went back home ....
me too left because i have CO practice ....

before i left for practice,
our chairman kept saying to those people who left
to quickly leave the class so he could have a bigger portion of the
birthday cake ....
im like urmm ...
yoo damn greedy eh ...

went for practice and went back home ....
bath ...
update blog ....
then sleep when my hair is dried ....
the end :]

2009-03-03T22:33:00.022+08:00

haix ...
today is just the same .... went for co extra self-practice ...
we had limited time of only 3 minutes to get our instruments

out of the storeroom's cupboard
and get out of the music room so that
Lee Kim could return the keys back to Mrs Yip ....
then we practiced in 3/2 classroom for quite some time ...
then we started playing the unplanned "vampire" game ...
it was real exciting and hilarious ....

this was how we played the game :
Hui Hui lie still on two desk ...
we crowded around the two desk and pretended

to grieve for her "death" ....
all of a sudden, she sat up and came chasing after us ....
and that sent us all screaming and running around like hell ....
the "vampire" 's target was Wanling ....
but Wanling came running towards us that sent us all
running out of the classroom ; laughing out loud .....

after a while of laughter outside the classroom ...
we went back into the class so that we wouldn't disturb

other classes that were still having their lessons ...

the minute we went in the class,

Hui Hui sat on a table and

started singing songs ....

shortly after singing some songs ....

she started dancing to the beat of some music

that we played using Lee Ming's phone ....

already before that her singing was sending us

all laughing out loud ....
so you can imagine what her dancing can bring us all

to .... [laughing even harder than before]
i just can't bring myself to stop laughing ....
it ended up making me laughed till my stomach hurts alot ...

right after Lee Kim, Lee Ming & Ching Fang went home ....
me, Hui Hui & Wanling went to the canteen to study ....
the three of us were doing algebra ....

Wanling & i kept asking Hui Hui how to do some question

we were unable to solved ...
after studying till 5pm + ....
i went back home and got myself prepared

for Sheila's birthday party ....

its very crowded down at my 5th Aunt's house ...
this are the photos ....
im the photographer of tonight too :

see what i meant by crowded ?!

half-family photo ?!

full one ... good !

watching tv or facing the camera ?

thanks for the attention to my camera ....

tonight's birthday girl ....

the birthday girl & i ... isn't she adorable ?!

sharing your Karimun trip ... without ME ?!

boy's crazy war or affair .... careful Sheila !

boy's unattentiveness ....

wine of the night .... smile just like that !

relax just like that ....

how to open a wine .....

5 minutes or so ....

sisterhood forever ....

hey !!! who's extra hand is that ?

the wine on a closer view ...

it read : Hardy's wine ... from South Australia

adults enjoying wine + peanuts ....

whopps ... abit too late for you ! 5th uncle ....

people say "coffee or tea" but for me :"coffee or wine"

sudden craziness to refill wine for the adults ...

birthday girl with her lovely ice-cream cake ...

blow the candles ! princess ....

the end ... :]
nights ....
so tired ...
still have to study for my
tomorrow's maths test & social studies test ....
sianx ...

2009-02-27T20:32:00.011+08:00

urgh !
i woke up late and was rushing again ....
when i reach interchange, it was 7.05 am ....
usually if i reach there around that time ....

i would still reach school on time but if it won't for
a bus accident (the previous bus - blocking the way), i would've reached school by then ...
but lucky for me, the school's discom teachers are reasonable
enough not to give us detention for nothing ....

skip this part ....
all the way to co part ...
one of my junior, Lee Ming, went crazy yesterday and scream her
way through the day ....

when i saw her just now, her voice had gone worst ...

she told me that she kept eating chocolates last night....
then she went to her second audition along with her sister,
Erica plus Hui Hui, Wan Ling and me 's company ....
then after they passed their audition ....

went to music room to have our combined practice till 5.30 pm ...
went to the bus stop outside school with Erica to take bus to the
interchange ...

went home ....
then bath ...
update blog ...
favourite part again ...
sleep ...

2009-02-25T20:25:00.010+08:00

there's nothing much today ...
went to school as per normal but
later because i overslept ... haha ...
but enough time to go to my class to
put my bag down ....
after whole morning assembly ...

first lesson is physics and we got our test results back ...
i failed my test ...
didn't really study for it ...
but lucky for me ...
during my last lesson which is chemistry ...
our teacher also returned us our test results and
i passed my test ....

haha ... what a surprise ....
after school went for co self practice till 5pm
and then went to the canteen to study till 6pm ....

it was raining cats and dogs during that time ....
i went back home .... drenched .....

after bathing ...
update blog ...
then my favourite ....
sleep time .... haha ....
love to sleep because that is the only time i could relax
my whole body ....

hope tomorrow is going to be a perfect day ....
nights .....
:]

2009-02-24T20:25:00.007+08:00

the name of the restaurant we went to !

starters :]

starter ! something to spread on the bread ...

the bread ....

appetizer :]

our appetizer drink ... [dunnoe call what]

my starters ! fruit salad ....

daddy & mummy's starters ! chicken ...

sis's starters ! prawn roll .... [guess so ...]

enjoy your starter barhs !

love you forever sis ....

one of the starters ! mushroom ....

what are you thinking ?

happy family .... :]

hey !!! what are you doing sis ?

soup of the day :]

my sis's pumpkin soup ....

my soup of the day ! mushroom soup ...

tea session :]

the four different flavour of tea(s) ....

my favourite among the other tea ....

smile ! sis .... don't be shy ...

main course :]

sis's main course ! beef ... [75 degree]

daddy's main course ! mutton ....

mummy's main course ! fish ....

my main course ! grilled chicken ....

sis's main course ! beef ... [50 degree]

cutting the beef ... :p

dessert time :]

mummy & sis 's dessert ! yam ice-cream ...

daddy's desset ! black seasame pudding ...

my dessert of the day ! green tea ice-cream ...

lovely plate .... nice design ! :p

the last dessert served ...

surprise :p

mummy's surprise birthday cake ...

in a kind of awkward photo taking positions ...

smile together ! happy family ...

aiyo !! stop disturbing mummy la ...

may your birthday wish barhs ...

stop smiling to your cake la ....

start tasting your birthday cake barhs !!

celebrated my mum's birthday two days ago ...

today then post it up ... haha .... :p

well ...

we went to this reataurant called "Tao's" at around 6pm+ .....

we settled down and start to look at the menu ....

this restaurant is quite different from the other restaurants we've

been to ...

in this restaurant ...

the way we order our food is through selection from the list of choices

for our starters , main course and desserts ...

skip with the starters ....

enter to the main course ...

my sis's main course is the beef and then she requested it to be cooked

at 50 degree but it turn out that the chef got it wrong and cook her a 75 degree beef ...

then, because of the chef's mistake with the degree ....

she got a free extra plate of beef ....

skip with the others ...

entering to the last part where our last dessert of that night came and then

i shouted to my family not to touch it ...

ends up the waitress just turn her head back to us with a shocked look

on her face ...

then my sis explained it to her that i was telling my family not to touch that

dessert because i want to take the picture of it ...

everyone laughed at the explaination ...

oh ya...
forgotten to add ...
im the photographer that night so it could be quite understandable why i took

so many photos of that night's dinner ...

though i've totally no reason to shout in the first place ...

so crazy of me ....

haha ...

ending : went back home to sleep ....

tired for that day ...

today :

there's nth much ...

stayed in class after morning assembly till 9.30am and went to

the hall for the passport size photo taking session ...

everyone have to clip up their fringes for that ...

of course ...

boys don't have to ...

went to co after school as per normal and went to the canteen at

5pm with Hui Hui and Wan Ling to do our homeworks ...

then go home ...

bath and update blog then finally time for me to close

my eyes to sleep .....

sweet dreams for me ...

hopefully :p